hum drum

Posted: Tue 27th Feb 2007@07:50

i'm starting to realise that the things that used to make me content no longer satisfy me.

it seems that allthough i have a reasonably good job, it in no way matches up to what i expected from life after university. i'm worried that as i get sucked into corporate world further and further, i'm losing all of the good intentions and ambition i had for the future. i keep asking myself whether i made the right decision, and increasingly the answer is no.

The problem is; will I be happy with anything? Am i just being greedy? i'm paid reasonably well to sell my soul to the corporate machine, but i don't have any time to do the things i enjoy. so whats the point?! lol a means to what end i wonder?

perhaps it's just a culmination of dark mornings and dark evenings causing this general malaise, but i can't see i'm going to be very happy when it gets sunny and i'm stuck in a hot office 2 hours away from the beach either.

perhaps bigbadweb should be reincarnated into a money making business. perhaps even mygrl could make a comeback?

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